Countdown to Caucus: Iowa’s Latino Population Could Play a Big Role

By Michelle Powers

On a Tuesday night, Maria Bribriesco was heading out with her caucus in a box. She is member of the League of United Latin American Citizens (LULAC) and she’s training people, especially Latinos, to take part in “el caucus.”

“If you’re not at the table, you’re on the menu,” she said.

Though Latinos make up only six percent of Iowa’s population, they have more than doubled in the last two decades. 

In nearly a dozen towns scattered around the Hawkeye State, Latinos make up more than a third of the population, and most of them are Catholics.

Father Rudy Juarez ministers to some of the largest Latino communities in the state,  including Iowa’s first majority Hispanic town: West Liberty.

“It’s been a blessing, a boom and a challenge. We have a saying, if you can vote you should,” says Juarez.

While the influx of Latino immigrants is revitalizing many towns, Father Rudy tells Currents News it’s been tough to persuade the community to become politically active.

Fewer than 3,000 Latinos participated in the 2016 caucuses, but organizations like LULAC are hoping this year will be different.

For the first time, the state is offering six Spanish language satellite caucus sites in an attempt to increase participation. 

LULAC is reporting more than 50,000 Latinos are registered to vote, making it a potentially important bloc for candidates. But, their votes are complicated. 

Latinos like Angel Rodriguez are torn on issues like abortion and immigration, but he votes every chance he gets, even if that means voting for an unpopular candidate.

“Really hard to vote as a Catholic,” he told Currents News.

But still, it’s he and his wife’s way of turning history on its head.

“The idea we aren’t significant gets pushed from generation to generation,” his wife Maria added.

Despite the increased efforts this year, Maria and Angel believe the party still hasn’t done enough to empower Latinos voters not only in Iowa, but nationally and that could hurt the party in the general election. 

The Hispanic community is also young, which suggests they will likely be a force in campaigns to come.

Bribriesco will be a precinct captain come February 3, and she has just one message for those Catholic immigrants who may come to caucus: 

“We’re like a big focus group. Continue to be brave.” 

Catholic Schools Week: Auxiliary Bishop Raymond Chappetto Visits Queens Students

By Tim Harfmann

On Jan. 28, students at Our Lady of Hope Catholic Academy in Middle Village and Saint Joan of Arc School in Jackson Heights, Queens, showed their appreciation for their Catholic education and the values they receive.

On the feast day of Saint Thomas Aquinas —  patron of Catholic schools — Brooklyn Auxiliary Bishop Raymond Chappetto visited the two schools and spoke with 800 students. 

Bishop Chappetto described the saint as  “a wonderful role model for our students in terms of his learning and his holiness he was gifted with great wisdom.”

“And at the same time he was gifted with a great sense of holiness,” he said. 

At Our Lady of Hope, Bishop Chappetto toured the classrooms as students learned using iPads and Smartboards.

“Attending a Catholic school allows me to grow in my faith, and being here it’s helped me make so many friendships and so many great memories,” explained Samantha Kelly, and eight grader at the school.

“I’d want to go to a Catholic high school and continue my faith because it is very good here, and I’m pretty sure it will be even better in high school,” added fellow classmate Gianna D’Arienzo, a sixth grader. 

At Saint Joan of Arc, students performed songs and read essays about what they’ve been learning.

“I value discipline and religion,” said Carol Gomes, a seventh grader at St. Joan of Arc, “and it’s such an important thing in Catholic schools. And I really like and admire that about it.”

The year’s Catholic Schools Week motto: learn, serve, lead, succeed.

“Religion is very important when it comes to a person’s life, and when you’re learning that, learning more about your faith, it helps you a lot,” Carol added. 

The desire to grow in their Catholic education tomorrow is there, thanks to seeds planted today.

New York’s Guardian Angels Bolster Presence in Jewish Neighborhoods

By Emily Drooby and Allyson Escobar

CROWN HEIGHTS — Curtis Sliwa, founder of the Guardian Angels, a volunteer organization known for patrolling New York City’s subways in the 1980s, never left the streets, but he and his group are back in a more prominent role, because of the spree of anti-Semitic crimes that have hit the area during the last month.

The Guardian Angels are now focused on patrolling Crown Heights and Borough Park, two heavily Jewish neighborhoods.

For Sliwa, whose Catholic upbringing has shaped his moral compass, his sense of duty to protect the Jewish people comes naturally.

“These neighborhoods were always close to my heart, growing up in Brooklyn and Roman Catholic,” Sliwa said, shouting out his former schools, St. Matthew Catholic Academy and Brooklyn Prep. “It’s like every decade there’s a wave of anti-Semitism, expressed with physical violence; horrific acts of crime… We have a moral obligation to make up for historical anti-Semitism.”

Local Jewish leaders recognize and welcome their presence, expressing their concerns after decades, and keeping a close relationship with Sliwa.

“The ultimate guardian is the Almighty, and sometimes He sends a messenger to help. In this case, it’s the Guardian Angels,” said local Rabbi Nochum Gross, who is the former chairman of the Crown Heights Jewish Community Council. “We went through some very difficult times in this neighborhood…but they’ve had our back, and we’re forever grateful.”

Born in Canarsie to Polish-Italian Catholic parents who attended Our Lady of Miracles Parish, Sliwa credits his work ethic to his Catholic upbringing.

When it comes to being an “angel” himself, Sliwa says his “wings had been clipped” over and over. He calls himself a lapsed, “AMP Catholic—ashes on Wednesday, palms on Sunday, and then you don’t see for a month.”

His favorite saint is St. Anthony, “because his attitude is nothing more,” and after his middle name, Anthony. One of his fondest memories in Catholic school was dressing up as St. Anthony for Halloween.

He’s also a fan of Pope Francis, whom he calls a “liberation theologist.”

“I was elected student government president the year the students all voted not to wear jackets and ties. The headmaster gave me a warning against it, which I defied, and openly organized to not have students wear their uniform … I said I’ll operate in a guerilla-style,” Sliwa told The Tablet. “It’s like revolution was in the air. One day I walk in to see a sign on the bulletin board, which said that I was no longer a student at Brooklyn Prep.Sliwa attended the now-defunct Brooklyn Preparatory H.S., Crown Heights, but didn’t graduate. He was expelled during his senior year in 1972. He remembers the day he was expelled vividly.

“The prefect of discipline marched me to my locker; told me to get my things, catch the bus, don’t look back,” he recalled. “I thought my [classmates] would march out in solidarity. None of the young men would even look at me. I learned then that there were consequences for my actions.”

Consider it a lesson truly learned. Sliwa went on to found the Guardian Angels and to work as a radio talk show host. He founded in the Guardian Angels in the Bronx in 1979. It now operates worldwide.

The organization is funded largely on donations, and works in conjunction with the police.

Men and women in the Guardian Angels are recognizable in their bright red berets and military-like bomber jackets; the insignia — an eye inside a pyramid, shielded by a pair of angel wings — easily visible. The unarmed angels patrol the streets and subways, often in groups, keeping a watchful eye over the city.

Volunteers of all ages go through weeks-long rigorous training, in which they learn martial arts techniques in order to defend themselves, enforce discipline and make legal citizens’ arrests, all without the use of weapons.

Sliwa started the group, first called the Magnificent 13, in the late 1970s while he was a night manager at a McDonald’s in a crime-rampant South Bronx neighborhood. He said he just wanted to clean up the streets.

“Back then, New York was a city that was falling into the abyss,” Sliwa said. “I thought back to the way I was brought up. It was the Good Samaritan ethic my parents taught me — always help people, whether you know them or not, you have a moral obligation. So I organized young Black, Hispanic, white, Asian youth that lived in the neighborhoods to begin patrolling the subways and the streets. I thought I was doing a really good thing.”

But the city was initially unhappy with the Guardian Angels; Sliwa said they were viewed as “interlopers, vigilantes, and gang members.” He was often harassed and was arrested 77 times during the first 13 years of the group’s nightly patrols.

He even survived several close calls from his enemies, including an attempted murder in a taxi in 1992.

“I remember saying to God, I’m too young to go. I got so much more to do.”

One of the organization’s longtime members is a crime-fighting married couple, the Olivers. Milton and Silvia Oliver met in high school, and joined the Guardian Angels in the early 1980s because they wanted “to help fight the fight.” Silvia’s late brother, Edgar, was a Guardian Angel. 

“We help recruit, we train, we do what we have to do to keep the streets safe. We’re like a family; we take care of each other,” said Milton, who helps train recruits in martial arts. “It’s great to know that your partner is there by your side.”   

The Guardian Angels have since grown through the last four decades, even receiving support and recognition from city leaders. It has since expanded its initiatives to include a CyberAngels program to combat internet lurkers, and the Perv Busters to fight the rise of sex crimes in the subways. And now it is battling anti-Semitism.

Authorities, Fans Search for Answers Following Death of Kobe Bryant in Helicopter Crash

Currents News Staff

There are currently more questions than answers as the world waits to know what caused the tragic helicopter accident that killed NBA superstar Kobe Bryant, his 13-year-old daughter Gianna, and seven others.

Now, federal investigators are seeking help from the public to determine what happened. 

“Last radar contact was around 945am and is consistent with the accident location,” said Jennifer Homendy of the National Transportation Safety Board. “We’re looking for photos of weather in the area of the crash.”

Weather is just one factor investigators are taking into account. 

“We look at man, machine and the environment,” Homendy explained. 

The area around the crash site is now on lockdown in an effort to keep curious people and paparazzi away — no one is allowed within 5 miles of the site, or allowed to fly any lower than 5,000 feet above.

As investigators comb through the wreckage, millions of people around the world are grieving.

The iconic Empire State Building was splashed in purple in gold in honor of Bryant, and the Los Angeles lakers have postponed Tuesday’s game, saying in a statement, “This is a very difficult time for all of us.”

Remembering Pope Pius XII’s Fight Against the Holocaust

By Jessica Easthope

Archbishop Gabriele Caccia, the newly named Vatican ambassador to the United Nations, described the impact of the Holocaust — one of the worst evils in human history.

Jan. 28 he spoke to leaders at the World Body about the extraordinary efforts undertaken at the Vatican to protect the Jewish people.

“There were some episodes and some people that with their humanity and care for others gave some hope where there was only despair,” he explained. 

At a U.N. symposium, a panel of experts presented material showing the Catholic Church was one of those sources of hope. 

Gary Krupp, the founder of Pave the Way, an organization dedicated to breaking down barriers between religions, addressed the heroic efforts of Pope Pius XII during the Holocaust. 

“The pope ordered in writing and verbally the protection of what he called a ‘vibrant Jewish community’ to be hidden in 696 ecclesiastical and private locations, thereby saving 6,381 Jewish lives,” he said.

In the past, critics have complained that Pope Pius XII didn’t do enough to save those of Jewish faith from the Nazis.

Krupp said the Holy Father did so much without getting proper credit. The work of Pope Pius XII forced him to shift his own personal beliefs about the pope.

“It’s a particularly regrettable irony that the one man in all of occupied Europe who did more than anyone else to halt the dreadful crime and alleviate its consequences is made the scapegoat of all of the others,” he said.

New evidence shows that a propaganda campaign launched from the Soviet Union attempted to tear down Pope Pius’s reputation and cast him as an anti-Semite after his death in 1958.

Today the Church is strongly condemning the surge of hate against the Jewish people worldwide, warning that the very dark time of the Holocaust can never be repeated.

“We say never again, we say we remember but we also need to act today in this world,”  said Archbishop Caccia. 

Currents News for Monday, January 27, 2020

On the newscast: We’ll look back at the giant March for Life in Washington, DC. President Trump made history there. Team coverage is ahead; As that was happening here, Vice President Mike Pence and Pope Francis talked about the unborn at the Vatican; An exclusive Currents News report from Iowa. The race is unsettled and the caucus is only days away; Plus, the latest on Kobe Bryant and how his Catholic faith shaped his life.

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A Shot at Faith: How a Catholic Priest Changed the Course of Kobe Bryant’s Life

By Tim Harfmann 

There are many ways to describe Kobe Bryant: five-time NBA champion, 18-time All-Star, two-time Olympic medalist, and a Catholic.

According to a parishioner at Our Lady Queen of Angels Catholic Church in Newport Beach, California, Kobe was spotted Sunday, Jan. 26 at the church prior to 7 a.m. Mass, just hours before his untimely death.

But the 41-year-old also turned to faith in dark times in his life. He was accused of rape in 2003. The charges were later dropped.

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In a 2015 interview with GQ Magazine, the lifelong Catholic described his fear of being sent to prison for a crime he believed he had not committed.

“The one thing that really helped me during that process — I’m Catholic, I grew up Catholic, my kids are Catholic — was talking to a priest,” Kobe said.

He then devoted his life to creating a better relationship with God and his family.

Father Peter Purpura, pastor at Our Lady of Hope Church and a lifelong NBA fan, said Kobe’s move to stay true to the faith could inspire other Catholics.

“That will be a source of consolation for people going forward, to realize that the faith was a consolation and something that guided Kobe in his life; and so it can be that for us now,” he explained.

Kobe also inspired thousands of children in the Brooklyn Diocese. Rob Caldera, head of the Catholic Youth Organization, remembered the star as a role model for parents and coaches.

“All the kids wanted to wear his number on their CYO uniforms,” he said. “Kids would write his number on their sneakers. They would wear his sneakers that he came out with…He impacted everyday moms and dads to give back and to provide for the youth.”

Families Brooklyn and Queens weren’t the only one’s following in Kobe’s footsteps: in his own retirement, he dedicated his life to his daughter’s playing career.

He was a man of faith, who impacted thousands of all ages.

 

Catholic Schools Week: Highlighting Catholic Learning in Brooklyn and Queens

Currents News Staff

Experts agree that a Catholic education is the best any student can get, and recent results on test scores back that up. 

Standardized test scores across the board are higher in Math and English for students from the Brooklyn Diocese. 

This week, special attention is being paid to what’s accomplished in the classrooms of Brooklyn and Queens.

Joining Currents News to discuss the importance of a Catholic education is the Superintendent of Schools for the Brooklyn Diocese, Thomas Chadzutko. 

Catholic Schools Week: Scholarships Help Students Learn, Serve, Lead and Succeed

By Emily Drooby 

“They’re very welcoming. They care about you they provide a christ centered learning place and an environment of love justice and peace,” said Chrisly, a student at Saints Joachim and Anne Catholic Academy who loves her school.

Christy is able to attend Saints Joachim and Anne through the Children’s Scholarship Fund, which helps send children to all different types of private schools.

They make a big impact the lives of Catholic students in Brooklyn and Queens – giving away 3.6 million dollars in scholarships every year to over 1,800 students — through a partnership with Futures in Education.

“For a lot of families, the school that they’re assigned to by their zip code, is not someplace where they believe their child will flourish,” explained the fund’s president, Darla Romfo. “And we are so happy and pleased to be able to provide scholarships so that children can go to schools that their parents choose.”

To Kick off Catholic Schools Week in the Brooklyn Diocese, she toured the school, meeting with Chrisly and other students to see firsthand how Catholic schools help students learn, serve, lead  and succeed.

She also got see the faithful foundation Cartholic teachers instill in their students. As a Catholic herself, Darla recognized the importance of this.

“I think it’s so fundamental to our lives to believe that we are created in the likeness and image of God, that we have that place to go to,” she said.

“It is one of the best ways to do evangelization and also to keep our faith alive,” explained Father Nixon Jean Francois, the school’s pastor.

These schools are keeping the faith alive and educating the next generation of Catholics.

Countdown to Caucus: One Week Out, Iowa Voters Are Undecided

By Michelle Powers and Christopher White

DES MOINES, Iowa – Sisters Jeanie and Elaine Hagedorn are real life “sister sisters” – members of the Congregation of the Humility of Mary – who have been actively involved in every election since 1960, when the nation’s first Catholic, John F. Kennedy, was elected president.

For these sisters, 81 and 84, respectively, they’re accustomed to their home state becoming the center of the country’s attention during election cycles and have met pretty much every candidate that’s come through to make their case as to why he or she should have their vote for the highest office in the land.

This year, however, the Hagedorn sisters are not only undecided voters – which is a first for them – as they head into Iowa’s Democratic caucuses on February 3, but they may end up supporting different candidates for the first time ever.

Despite blizzard conditions throughout central Iowa, four of the major candidates – former Vice President Joe Biden, former Mayor Pete Buttigieg, Senator Amy Klobuchar, and Senator Elizabeth Warren – crisscrossed the state touting their plans for education, healthcare, foreign policy, and more, in what they argue is the most consequential presidential election in the nation’s history.

Yet unlike most of the rest of the country, where voters head to the polls to privately cast their ballots, voters in Iowa head to a local caucus where they publicly discuss and declare who they are voting for in the election.

For some, such a process is antiquated or invasive, requiring a personal act to be made public. Others, however, defend it, saying it’s a process that involves getting to know your neighbors and trying to understand how they view the world.

Regardless of how one views the merits of such a system, whoever emerges on top in two weeks’ time will likely get a major boost in the presidential primaries.

Yet as that process gets underway, many Catholic Democrats in the state find themselves in the same situation as the Hagerdorn sisters – motivated first and foremost by a desire to oust President Donald Trump from office, and basing their caucus support on whom they believe will be the best person for that, rather than making their decision based on a particular candidate’s policy.

An Election About National Values

When it comes to his involvement in politics, Toby Paone doesn’t mince words: He’s a union member because he’s Catholic.

“Unions are a part of our faith as Catholics and it’s a holy calling to be a part of a union. It’s something that lifts up all people,” Paone told The Tablet. “That’s a prime motivator as to my chosen profession and what I do in my life.”

Paone, age 58, is former teacher in Davenport, who now works for the state’s largest union, the Iowa State Education Association (ISEA), and readily cites Pope Leo XIII’s 1891 encyclical “Rerum Novarum” on the rights of workers.

“I would say that my faith as a Catholic is a prime motivator as to why I belong to a union,” he said. But although he works in education – the number one issue he’s concerned with heading into the caucuses is foreign policy, and for that reason, he’s supporting fellow Catholic Joe Biden.

“Biden, more than any of the other candidates, can rebuild relationships with our allies,” says Paone, citing the former vice president’s “experience of dealing with the crisis in the Middle East and other places in the world.”

Yet while Biden has his support, Paone says that he’s quite happy with his options – and what he’s most motivated by is making sure Trump is a one-term president. In particular, he’s incensed that many religious leaders, especially evangelicals, have thrown their support behind the president.

“It boils my blood that you see these moneychangers in the temple standing behind Trump putting their arms on him and blessing our president,” he says. “It irks me as a person of faith to see that.”

Ardie Miller of nearby Bettendorf concurs, telling The Tablet that for him, this is an election about national values.

“The U.S. has lost its character. I really believe, and I’m hopeful, that we’re going to turn it around, and I’m hoping by a landslide,” says Miller, “and that we want to get back in touch with our values that reflect our faith.”

At age 67, Miller, who is a social worker and also a volunteer cantor at his local parish St. John Vianney, says the gospel’s call to social justice is a big factor in thinking through who he’s going to support. This year, he’s cast his lot with Buttigieg, the 38-year-old former mayor of South Bend, Indiana, who he believes is “a breath of fresh air.”

Miller, who had just listened to Buttigieg speak, recalled him citing scripture about clothing the naked and feeding the hungry.

“He just laid it out in terms of who we are,” says Miller – and the fact that “he’s not part of Washington” is an added bonus.

Schoolteacher Katie McDonald, 38, agrees with Miller, saying that she “really likes Pete” but Warren has her support due to her healthcare proposals.

“I want a single payer system,” she told The Tablet. Healthcare “should not be a privilege. It’s something that everyone should have.”

McDonald is a parishioner at St. Anthony’s in Davenport, and she says that for the most part her fellow parishioners aren’t vocal about who they are supporting in terms of a candidate – just that it’s someone who can defeat the current occupant of the White House.

“My Catholic experience in Davenport,” says Paone, who is also a parishioner there, “I would say it’s anyone but Trump.”

“People are respectful of one another. They’re respectful of the differences between the candidates, but more than 2016, there is a very strong sense of unity that whoever is the nominee, that’s who we go with,” says Paone.

Changing Demographics

For Tom Chapman, executive director of the Iowa Catholic Conference, Iowa, there are “two big things” about being Catholic: “love God and love of our neighbor.”

“That requires us getting involved in the political arena,” said Chapman, noting that traditionally in Iowa, Catholics, who make up about 30 percent of the state’s population of three million, have been very active participants in the caucus process.

“Our process is really about getting the activists fired up,” Chapman says of the caucuses. “It’s different than a primary system. You’re really trying to get bodies to show up on a particular night in January or February in Iowa, which isn’t always easy.”

“You’re going to find that the people that are interested in that are really people who are most active on issues, and I think for a lot of people they bring their Catholic faith with them,” he continues. “They may emphasize different parts of it, but it’s who we are as Catholics to go out and be Eucharist in the world, and I think a lot of people take that seriously.”

Chapman, who works primarily with the state’s Catholic bishops at the Iowa legislature, says he’s actively working on a range of issues – from abortion to food stamps to immigration – but believes concern for immigrants and refugees has been a “consistent thread” for the bishops in terms of their priorities.

That’s why they’re also concerned that this is a population that, to date is largely absent from participating in the political process, with the state not having a single Hispanic in the legislature.

“Going forward, we’re going to see more and more attention” to it, says Chapman.

Father Rudy Juárez has served as pastor of St. Patrick’s Church in Iowa City for the last 15 years, and tells The Tablet that the Hispanic community, with a population that is expected to swell to 450,000 in the state by 2050, is “young and vibrant” and responsible for saving many of Iowa’s small towns.

Yet there is a challenge, he says, of translating that influence into the political process and that as a priest, he has to walk a fine line.

“I never ask my parishioners about their political preferences or if they’re registered to vote,” he says, but he cites a Spanish slogan that “if you can, you should,” to describe his view.

“We as priests are not to be partisan,” Fr. Juárez says. “We can be political as long as it’s nonpartisan,” he says adding that he sticks to talking about issues and encouraging people to vote.

Recently, he allowed parishioners to get up at Mass and encourage participants to caucus but he warned them that they couldn’t discuss candidates.

Two of his parishioners, Angel and Maria Hernandez, say they’ve taken Fr. Juárez’s words to heart, registering to vote as soon as they were eligible.

Maria, a hairdresser, who has voted in every election since turning eighteen, says she does so in hopes of helping to create a “better lifestyle for community.”

Born in Mexico, but an Iowa resident since she was four years old, Maria says “healthcare, immigration, and the economy” are her top three priorities when assessing a candidate.

Angel, her husband, agrees, but is quick to remind people that if they really want to support the community, it requires not getting involved when there’s a national election, but also caring about local ones as well.

He says he’s anchored by Catholic social teaching, but that rarely means there’s an obvious candidate, noting that he cares about immigration and pro-life concerns.

“It’s very hard to vote as a Catholic because you want to follow the Gospel and there’s such a split sometimes,” Hernandez told The Tablet.

Undecided

When Kennedy won the White House, the Hagedorn sisters were allowed to stay up past their 9pm prayers until 3am to watch the election results. Sixty years later, they’re still closely monitoring politics from early in the morning to late into the evenings while in retirement.

“It’s the Gospel call to be concerned about what happens with your brothers and sisters,” says Jeanie, who worked most of her life in religious education.

“Our Catholic roots really moved us in that direction,” she says of their involvement in politics, where they have traditionally attended every single candidate event imaginable, canvassing for their preferred choice, and making phone calls from sunrise to sunset.

Yet as the countdown is on and the election draws nigh, the Hagedorn sisters still haven’t picked a candidate.

In 2016, they supported Bernie Sanders, who they still remain fond of and applaud him for starting a national conversation about inequality and healthcare, but fear that perhaps his moment has passed.

They’re also especially enthusiastic about Biden, with whom they’ve shared lunch during a “Nuns on the Bus” tour in 2014, and their shared apartment is adorned with photos of the Catholic candidate with the sisters – right next to their Pope Francis calendar.

But will Bernie or Biden manage to get young people into the voting booth, they both wonder, noting that the energy of young voters will be necessary to defeat Trump, something that they insist is a non-negotiable.

It’s impossible, the Hagedorn sisters say, to separate their political involvement from their religious vocation – “making people aware that they have a voice and that they can raise that voice for their own needs, and that they have dignity,” says Jeanie.

Elaine tells The Tablet that when she’s weighing whom to support, she’s concerned with “your integrity, your honesty, your willingness to help the poor, and your willingness to work for the climate.”

For her, this time around, all of the candidates check those boxes so she will head into the caucus willing to be persuaded by her neighbors.

“This has been a hard choice this time around. Most of the time it’s pretty definite,” says Jeanie.

“I’ve gone all the way around the circle,” says Elaine. “And I don’t know where I am right now.”